Now
I am 14, in class nine. Not anymore the frightened boy who used to hide himself
in every situation and from everyone. Quite confident, one of the top students;
thanks to my parents genes. A bit fluttering, exactly knows how to attract
girls (not all, those who have crush on me) but don’t get mix with anyone. Life
was like, fun…
And,
you come… I was in the lobby of the school with my friends. Somehow, you joined
the conversation. We were 5-6 in numbers. The bell rang for the next class and
we were leaving for our respective classes. Just before you were saying bye, I
asked you ‘Are you that girl whom I talked in my viva of class six?’. You chuckled
and asked me in return “What do you think?”. I said yes and may be you node.
So,
now I know the girl. It’s not like that we had very frequent chats but yes,
sometime we spoke together. The topics were very common: Why took commerce,
which coaching would be the best, criticizing the morality less teachers and so
on. But in between such conversation, I noticed some very interesting points
about her. Firstly, her personality. Nowhere it matched like a 14 year old
girl, it was almost like a matured one. Yes, she was kiddy (because of her age)
but not silly. I saw when other talked rubbish (according to me), her expression
was almost similar to me. And she was one degree up, I used to keep quiet in
such circumstances, but she protested, strongly presenting her opinion. Her
boldness, veracity and personality were those things that created a completely
new thing inside me for her: Respect. This was not that respect that a friend
holds for another, rather a student hold for the mentor. I embraced her
opinions and views so cordially as those seemed very obvious for me that a good
person will have.
The
second point is a bit embarrassing for me. She never gave me a damn! By that
time, I had some girl admirer. I was like, no one for her. According to the
boys psychology (for me, I don’t know whether the same applies for girls),
ignorance/ rejection is the first step of attraction. Paying full respect to
the law, I had no other choice but to get attracted to her…
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